p.s but im really scared the S word will happen bc it almost did last time and i stopped and was like “i cant” but like i actually do want to, but also im horrified and have not had the S word in like 2 years bc of trauma& my crippling fear of being naked, and im just scaredddddd and ugggg its not fair i want to just be casual and go with the flow and not panic if i feel like hooking up but i dont know how to do that because for survival my body has set a extreme panic button that goes off the second someone starts touching me. but like…i want to deww it??badly?? im gunna try real hard to relax real hard to be calm and trust my body and listin to what my body wants and not freak out. so basically this is me saying im gunna need all yer support and love after tonight incase the S happens because i honestly have zero idea what state my mind will be in. jesus take the wheel
She naturally loved solitary places, vast views, and to feel herself for ever and ever and ever alone.
shout out to everyone who gotta convince themselves they’re worthy every day. shout out to those who gotta convince themselves to keep going. shout out who successfully persuade themselves & much love+support to those who don’t. we got yr back